My rambling..mother and third ID

Been awhile since I have been on here...but I finally got a breather.. Mama is doing alot better. Her chemo isn't making her sick, what weight she had lost she has regained. She is tired on the days she has chemo and maybe a couple of days later. Monday is the day we find out how well the chemo is working. I hope and pray all is going well. I am nervous about that appointment. But we have got to go and we got to know. It absolutely scares me that I may loose my mother. My father passed away March 1, 2005 and that was hard for me. I was 8 mths pregnant and my husband was in Iraq. My mother was my rock and I was hers. We have always been close but that made us so much closer. She was in the room with me when I had my daughter..by c-section..She has always been there for me..and now I just need to be there for her and be her rock. I had cancer in 05 and she never left my side. I didn't need chemo after it was all said and done but she never left me. I have been at her house since this happen. I have cooked and cleaned and hung out and we have got out and about lately because here the weather is getting alot better. Yesterday it was 80 and today it was in the upper 70's. I am just taking in every moment savering it and enjoying it.

Well on another note..Third ID is heading back to Iraq soon. They have a very limited time left here in the states. My husband was in the army for 10 years and made 2 tours with these guys in Iraq and 1 before the war started to Quwait. My hubby got out but alot of his friends are still in..I am worried about them. There are so many that have already lost their lives there and I know alot more will it just breaks my heart to think of the saddness and hell the families go through. Its hard seeing on the news 5 or 6 soldiers, marines, got killed but knowing the ones who get killed is so damn hard. I hope and pray they all come back home safe and sound.. Thanks for all that you do for us and thanks for fighting for us and keeping us free. I love you all for the sacrifices you make and the sacrifices your families make tooo..It is hard being a soldiers wife .Man that makes me think of that soldiers wife song by Roxie Dean. It is so beautiful. I need to figure out how to upload it on here so you guys can hear it..but I am slow at learning the computer mumbo jumbo.

Well I need to go..I am going to relax..and head to bed..take care..catch up again soooon..maybe I wont ramble so much next time..yeah right.