Me just rambling...like I always do..

I have had this blog since March and have never blogged. I was reading a friends tonight and decided I should start trying to get things down for my daughter and trying to clear my head at the same time. My world flipped upside down last year when my husband deployed. He left in January in Febuary my father got sick, the 1st of March he passed, the 1st of April my beautiful baby girl Emily-Grace Charle was born, in September found out I had a form of cancer, and along the way life just keep going. Emily is the only name my husband and I could agree on for her, we wanted a E name and we just knew her middle name would be Grace because by the Grace of God I would have her, because I had already lost 2 before her. Charle was after my father, Charles, I wanted something different for her but from his name. Its not Charlie but just like its sounds. Charles without the S. Well after I had Emily I decided I needed to better myself not only for myself but for her and my husband. My husband was in Iraq so I decided to go back to college and I actaully am finishing up the end of this year, but I am thinking of keeping going to get a higher education. I think it would be alot easier to do while Emily is little. She is 19mths old and my world. I want to make myself so much better to give her more. Right now all she wants is mommy to get on the floor and play with her and our pups. Lets not forget our 3 dogs. Yoda, Buddy, and now baby all of them are chihuahua's. Baby is Emilys, he is only 7 weeks old. She puts that puppy in a babydoll stroller and pushes him half the day. She dresses him up and oh lets not forget the diaper she put on him the other day. Well for someone who hasn't ever blogged I think I have wrote enough about me today....