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Today wasn't so bad, just had to many emotions flowing through my mind for one day. I got up this am and got Emily ready to go to Nana's my mothers and I had to go to the dentist. I think maybe because I had an hour drive I had plenty of time to analyze everything and anything. I thought of some stupid stuff, stuff i didn't need to think about and then my mother and what I am going to be told next week. Yet again I can't stop thinking of it or worrying what is going to happen. My monster in law called me just to bitch about my sister in law Like I am getting in that one. They are both the wicked witches of the North. Best for me to keep my mouth out of it because they are both just wrong. Oh lets not forget the downpour we had today that I was out driving in. My husband was pretty good tonight he actually helped me with dishes and straighten up the house...strange..usually can't get him to do much...My daughter didn't want to leave my mothers house this evening...I hate carrying her out screaming nana nana but my mother can't keep her over night I was worried about a few hours. My daughter loves her so much..when emily was born my husband was in Iraq and my father had just passed so I moved in with my mom to help us both get through a rough time. My daughter and her bonded so much during that time...oh well i have rambled enough about my blah day....