Frustrated or Sick
The last couple of days I have been sick. Not sure exactly what is wrong..maybe I am just tired and stresssed. I feel like I am pulled a million directions a hundred times a day. Between my mother being sick, my sister breaking her leg, my daughter having the crud, and well my husband just being himself, I am exhausted. I wake up clean my house, pack up emily, go to my moms clean up there, come back home shower, fix lunch, do my erronds, go by my mothers make dinner sometimes there for us all, sometimes there and then come home and fix dinner yet again. But my mother is sick, sick, sick, and I ain't leaving her to fin for herself..noway in hell, she never did that to me..never would. I have been doing this for about 3wks and I want a bed and a good nap. Last night I was exhausted had a sore throat, a fever, and was in need for a bed..my husband says, you gonna get a shower, and of course while I was getting mine and emily's stuff up for bathtime and pjs for bed, he jumps in there gets out and jumps in bed...leaving me to bathe emily, myself, and of course she wasn't ready for bed until 11 and he was in bed by 9..how sweet. What an ass is all I could think. I rarely ask for help and the one time I do he rushes to bed..So today I ask about it, his reply is I just couldn't hold my head up anymore, I woke up at 3 with her..bullcrap. What Chrissy did you want me to pass out on the couch with her still awake..you did alright didn't ya..GGGHHOOOSSHHH I just wanted to scream..oh yeah lets not forget one of my dogs got sick yesterday and I had to take him to the vet (Yoda) and I had to take Buddy and Baby to my mothers til he gets better cause he could be contagious..how great..
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home